ST79 ... i will never amount to anything

I was not meant to be here

I will never amount to anything worth much in this world. I was not meant to be here, that is clear. I was on a straight line to the heavens of love when they placed me into this terrain. They said it was for the good of my soul, which by the way, i have never found. Yes, once or twice i felt like i was in it but it quickly disappeared, left me with mem…